Well, it's starting to catch up to me now. My left collar bone area is looking like a catchers mit. It's getting very brown and leathery looking, it itches too. My radiation tech said that it will also start to burn on my back directly behind the collar bone. It's like a bullet exit wound. Radiation has an exit there because it's so thin. My armpit is red too. It doesn't really bother me though.
Oh well, about 3 more weeks and hopefully I'll be done.
~E
Breast Cancer Survivor
Family photo November 2008
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Friday, April 17, 2009
13 down 21 to go
I've made it through 2 1/2 weeks pretty unscathed. My chest is starting to itch and get a little more tan. It's dry and scaly so they told me to use aloe and gave me some lotion samples. They have helped quite a bit. Monday I was scratching it so much that I broke it open and started to bleed a little. I thought it was a bug bite but when I went to radiation the next day they said it was from that and not a bite. It's no biggie, just kind of like excema.
I will update again next week after finishing 5 more.
Love,
E
I will update again next week after finishing 5 more.
Love,
E
Friday, April 10, 2009
8 radiation treatments down 26 to go
So far it's been uneventful, which is good. No burning and no tiredness. My chest is getting tan from it so I'm hoping it won't burn.
I met with the doctor Wednesday for my weekly checkup and he told me that I was having 34 treatments not 30 or 31. No big deal, just an extra couple of days.
I will update again at the end of next week.
Happy Easter!
Love,E
I met with the doctor Wednesday for my weekly checkup and he told me that I was having 34 treatments not 30 or 31. No big deal, just an extra couple of days.
I will update again at the end of next week.
Happy Easter!
Love,E
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Radiation has begun
Well, the first day of radiation took about an hour. I got in my shaped pillow that they made for me the first day. Then they moved me around until I was lined up with the beams coming out of the radiation machine. Then they took 3 or 4 pictures of me from the different angles that the radiation beams will be targeting. They showed those to the doctor who confirmed that they marked me in the right places. After it was confirmed, they wrote all over me with red marker. I had lines from my neck down to my ribs and across my chest to under my armpit. There were 4 boxes for the different radiation spots. Then they made a gooey sticky thing 4cm square to go around the tumor spots. This is called boulos. It grabs the radiation and boosts it in that 4 cm spot. This is to make sure that it is zapping the crap out of any little suckers that are left!
They said I should feel fine for a couple of weeks. People don't usually have any burning or tiredness for a little while. They also said since I am Italian, and I don't burn as a rule, that I may escape the nasty burning that some people experience. That would be good.
I had my second zap today. It only took about 15 minutes. They have to position me each time then, the radiation only takes about 7minutes. All in all I was there for about 20 minutes.
Hopefully it will go smoothly and I won't experience any problems. I'll update again at the end of next week after I have 8 under my belt, or should I say shirt!
Love,
E
They said I should feel fine for a couple of weeks. People don't usually have any burning or tiredness for a little while. They also said since I am Italian, and I don't burn as a rule, that I may escape the nasty burning that some people experience. That would be good.
I had my second zap today. It only took about 15 minutes. They have to position me each time then, the radiation only takes about 7minutes. All in all I was there for about 20 minutes.
Hopefully it will go smoothly and I won't experience any problems. I'll update again at the end of next week after I have 8 under my belt, or should I say shirt!
Love,
E
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How it all began......
Welcome to my website! This site was created by my wonderful friend Angela to keep everyone I love updated on my “Journey” beating Breast Cancer.
I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer on December 19, 2007 @ 4:30 in the afternoon. It was quite possibly the worst phone call I’ve ever received. The doctors kept telling me that I was “too young”… it’s probably just a cyst or a fibroid (benign tumor). So, I had convinced myself of the same. Imagine my shock and fear when the doctor said “I hate to tell you this, but it IS cancer.”
I didn’t really know how to react. At first I cried a little. Then, I was ok. Then cried some more, then, ok. It wasn’t until I saw the surgeon and learned of the best option for survival, a double mastectomy, that I really broke down. I had a meltdown for a couple of days and then I was fine. I’ve been pretty good with it ever since. I know that I can beat this sneaky disease and I will live a long life with the loves of my life; my husband Jason, and my 2 boys, Will & Nathan.
Jason had a hard time at first. He just kept thinking the worst, that I wouldn’t make it. He’s doing much better now that we’ve seen all the doctors and the prognosis is good.
The kids don’t really understand. Will (who’s almost 4) thinks mommy is having an operation, that’s it. Nathan just turned 1 so he just wants to be held all the time. That will be the hardest thing on me. I love to hold my babies and I won’t be able to pick them up for awhile.
Thankfully, my mom, Kathy, has come to the rescue. She is here as long as we need her. I am truly blessed to have such a wonderful mother and family. My sister is coming from Alaska, pregnant and all, to help out too. My dad is coming back soon and Jason’s parents, Rick & Jan along with his whole extended family are just a phone call away if I need them. Unfortunately, my brother, Steve can’t come although he wants to. I even have my friends from Maine that want to come and help! Thank you Christina and Nikki for offering. My friends here, Angela, Oti, Julie & Niki are all on standby also. They’re ready at a moments notice for whatever we need. I love you all, I can’t say how good it makes me feel to be loved.
Everyone I know is praying for us which is so wonderful. I appreciate all the prayers. Only God knows what will happen but I’m confident that he will pull me through.
Anyway, I hope you log on to find out how we’re doing down here in Texas. My surgery is January 9th @ 7:30 a.m. I’ll be in the hospital for 2 nights.
I hope this site can help anyone else who gets this horrible disease, although I pray that none of you ever have to experience it.
Love to all!
Erica
I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer on December 19, 2007 @ 4:30 in the afternoon. It was quite possibly the worst phone call I’ve ever received. The doctors kept telling me that I was “too young”… it’s probably just a cyst or a fibroid (benign tumor). So, I had convinced myself of the same. Imagine my shock and fear when the doctor said “I hate to tell you this, but it IS cancer.”
I didn’t really know how to react. At first I cried a little. Then, I was ok. Then cried some more, then, ok. It wasn’t until I saw the surgeon and learned of the best option for survival, a double mastectomy, that I really broke down. I had a meltdown for a couple of days and then I was fine. I’ve been pretty good with it ever since. I know that I can beat this sneaky disease and I will live a long life with the loves of my life; my husband Jason, and my 2 boys, Will & Nathan.
Jason had a hard time at first. He just kept thinking the worst, that I wouldn’t make it. He’s doing much better now that we’ve seen all the doctors and the prognosis is good.
The kids don’t really understand. Will (who’s almost 4) thinks mommy is having an operation, that’s it. Nathan just turned 1 so he just wants to be held all the time. That will be the hardest thing on me. I love to hold my babies and I won’t be able to pick them up for awhile.
Thankfully, my mom, Kathy, has come to the rescue. She is here as long as we need her. I am truly blessed to have such a wonderful mother and family. My sister is coming from Alaska, pregnant and all, to help out too. My dad is coming back soon and Jason’s parents, Rick & Jan along with his whole extended family are just a phone call away if I need them. Unfortunately, my brother, Steve can’t come although he wants to. I even have my friends from Maine that want to come and help! Thank you Christina and Nikki for offering. My friends here, Angela, Oti, Julie & Niki are all on standby also. They’re ready at a moments notice for whatever we need. I love you all, I can’t say how good it makes me feel to be loved.
Everyone I know is praying for us which is so wonderful. I appreciate all the prayers. Only God knows what will happen but I’m confident that he will pull me through.
Anyway, I hope you log on to find out how we’re doing down here in Texas. My surgery is January 9th @ 7:30 a.m. I’ll be in the hospital for 2 nights.
I hope this site can help anyone else who gets this horrible disease, although I pray that none of you ever have to experience it.
Love to all!
Erica