I can't even believe that I am writing this right now. My surgeon called and there are cancer cells in the scar tissue that he removed yesterday. I am going in tomorrow morning to have more tissue removed. Then I see my oncologist Monday morning to go over whether I have chemo again, chemo & radiation or just radiation.
I am numb. I thought this was over for me. That I would be one of the lucky ones who does the surgery and chemo and lives to be 80. I'm not sure how to feel yet. I guess after I see my oncologist on Monday I'll feel something. Probably pissed off. I just really don't want to do chemo again. I will, I just don't want to.
Love,
A Very Sad Erica
Erica,
ReplyDeleteI just talked to Christina. I am at a loss for words..I am so sorry you have to go through this again!
I am thinking about you and of course praying for you. I am sending you lots and lots of hugs and positive thoughts. I'll talk to you soon, Love, Janice
I know it must be really hard to stay positive after everything you have gone through but you are a strong person and will fight this and win the battle. We are all here to hold you up when you need it and will continue to support you through all of this crap (I thought I would use a nice word instead of what I wanted to say). We all love you!!!!!! Christina
ReplyDeleteErica...Jim and I are at a loss for words. Don't worry though as you beat it the first time around and you'll beat it this time! You are in our thoughts and prayers. Stay positive and keep us posted! Love Jenn, Jim and the boys
ReplyDeleteDon't even go and get negative right now. It was your positive energy that helped before, and it will help again. I am thinking of you and sending healthy wishes your way.
ReplyDeleteHugs from Maine.
Katie