Breast Cancer Survivor

Breast Cancer Survivor
"We cannot direct the wind but we can adjust the sails"

Family photo November 2008

Family photo November 2008

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Back from Maine

Ok, it's been a week since we got back from Maine and I've finally caught up with everything.
The "heartburn" I thought was being caused by my new medicines wasn't actually heartburn. The medicines didn't have anything to do with it. I stopped taking all medication for 3 weeks while I was in Maine and I still had it 3-4 days a week

I saw my doctor this week and she sent me in for an immediate Upper GI scope (what fun). They said it's not an ulcer but may be Biliary disease or stones in my bile duct. I swear, I can't catch a break. Just when I think it's over, whammo, another thing. The doctor gave me some medicine that is helping, it's not totally gone but it's much better. He's checking my CT scans and blood tests to see if he sees anything internally. My blood test the other day showed that I was anemic, so they were worried that I was bleeding internally somwhere. Hopefully I'll get some results tomorrow.

Our trip to Maine was fun. The kids had a blast at the beach and doing fun things with my parents. My party was awesome. I can't believe how many people came by to see me! Thanks to everyone who came, I was so happy to see all of you. I'm just sorry I didn't get to spend more time talking to everyone because I was bouncing around talking to each new person that came in.

Hopefully we're coming back at Christmas so we'll get to see some of you again.

Update again soon!

Love,
Erica

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How it all began......

Welcome to my website! This site was created by my wonderful friend Angela to keep everyone I love updated on my “Journey” beating Breast Cancer.

I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer on December 19, 2007 @ 4:30 in the afternoon. It was quite possibly the worst phone call I’ve ever received. The doctors kept telling me that I was “too young”… it’s probably just a cyst or a fibroid (benign tumor). So, I had convinced myself of the same. Imagine my shock and fear when the doctor said “I hate to tell you this, but it IS cancer.”

I didn’t really know how to react. At first I cried a little. Then, I was ok. Then cried some more, then, ok. It wasn’t until I saw the surgeon and learned of the best option for survival, a double mastectomy, that I really broke down. I had a meltdown for a couple of days and then I was fine. I’ve been pretty good with it ever since. I know that I can beat this sneaky disease and I will live a long life with the loves of my life; my husband Jason, and my 2 boys, Will & Nathan.

Jason had a hard time at first. He just kept thinking the worst, that I wouldn’t make it. He’s doing much better now that we’ve seen all the doctors and the prognosis is good.

The kids don’t really understand. Will (who’s almost 4) thinks mommy is having an operation, that’s it. Nathan just turned 1 so he just wants to be held all the time. That will be the hardest thing on me. I love to hold my babies and I won’t be able to pick them up for awhile.

Thankfully, my mom, Kathy, has come to the rescue. She is here as long as we need her. I am truly blessed to have such a wonderful mother and family. My sister is coming from Alaska, pregnant and all, to help out too. My dad is coming back soon and Jason’s parents, Rick & Jan along with his whole extended family are just a phone call away if I need them. Unfortunately, my brother, Steve can’t come although he wants to. I even have my friends from Maine that want to come and help! Thank you Christina and Nikki for offering. My friends here, Angela, Oti, Julie & Niki are all on standby also. They’re ready at a moments notice for whatever we need. I love you all, I can’t say how good it makes me feel to be loved.

Everyone I know is praying for us which is so wonderful. I appreciate all the prayers. Only God knows what will happen but I’m confident that he will pull me through.

Anyway, I hope you log on to find out how we’re doing down here in Texas. My surgery is January 9th @ 7:30 a.m. I’ll be in the hospital for 2 nights.

I hope this site can help anyone else who gets this horrible disease, although I pray that none of you ever have to experience it.

Love to all!
Erica