Breast Cancer Survivor

Breast Cancer Survivor
"We cannot direct the wind but we can adjust the sails"

Family photo November 2008

Family photo November 2008

Friday, November 14, 2008

Still OK

Another ok day. I had fluids this morning and then went out to lunch and grocery shopping. Then I cleaned the kitchen and caught up on a bunch of TIVO'd stuff.

Dad took the kids to the park this morning while I had my fluids. Then,when Nathan went down for a nap, he took Will to the driving range. They're having a blast.

I ate a good dinner too thanks to my friends Julie & Jeff and Raquel & Lonnie. Both dropped off dinner for us tonight which was awesome. My friends here have meals organized for many days, thank you!

I feel pretty good unless I'm up and moving. Then I get a little nauseated. I've done well with my water and gatorade though. That keeps me hydrated so the nausea is at a minimum.

Hopefully they'll be wrong and it won't kick in over the weekend. We'll see. I'll update in a few days.

Love,
Erica

2 comments:

chip said...

Hey E,

Long time girlfriend. I saw Christina a couple weeks ago. I gave her my number to give to you. Then I actually ran into Rob Rossi last night and he told me about your blog. I don't know what to say. Iam soooooo sorry you are going thru this hell. I wish I could do something for you. You are in my thoughts. But I know you'll beat this. You are too damn stubborn to let cancer win. I know you better than that. I must say on a side note, you do look good bald!! :-)) If there is anything I can do don't hesitate. I will keep checking in on the blog and keep tabs on you.
Take care and stay strong.

Chip Knowles

christina said...

I am just chuckling right now!!! Enough said, I know you can read my mind!!!!! Love, Christina

How it all began......

Welcome to my website! This site was created by my wonderful friend Angela to keep everyone I love updated on my “Journey” beating Breast Cancer.

I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer on December 19, 2007 @ 4:30 in the afternoon. It was quite possibly the worst phone call I’ve ever received. The doctors kept telling me that I was “too young”… it’s probably just a cyst or a fibroid (benign tumor). So, I had convinced myself of the same. Imagine my shock and fear when the doctor said “I hate to tell you this, but it IS cancer.”

I didn’t really know how to react. At first I cried a little. Then, I was ok. Then cried some more, then, ok. It wasn’t until I saw the surgeon and learned of the best option for survival, a double mastectomy, that I really broke down. I had a meltdown for a couple of days and then I was fine. I’ve been pretty good with it ever since. I know that I can beat this sneaky disease and I will live a long life with the loves of my life; my husband Jason, and my 2 boys, Will & Nathan.

Jason had a hard time at first. He just kept thinking the worst, that I wouldn’t make it. He’s doing much better now that we’ve seen all the doctors and the prognosis is good.

The kids don’t really understand. Will (who’s almost 4) thinks mommy is having an operation, that’s it. Nathan just turned 1 so he just wants to be held all the time. That will be the hardest thing on me. I love to hold my babies and I won’t be able to pick them up for awhile.

Thankfully, my mom, Kathy, has come to the rescue. She is here as long as we need her. I am truly blessed to have such a wonderful mother and family. My sister is coming from Alaska, pregnant and all, to help out too. My dad is coming back soon and Jason’s parents, Rick & Jan along with his whole extended family are just a phone call away if I need them. Unfortunately, my brother, Steve can’t come although he wants to. I even have my friends from Maine that want to come and help! Thank you Christina and Nikki for offering. My friends here, Angela, Oti, Julie & Niki are all on standby also. They’re ready at a moments notice for whatever we need. I love you all, I can’t say how good it makes me feel to be loved.

Everyone I know is praying for us which is so wonderful. I appreciate all the prayers. Only God knows what will happen but I’m confident that he will pull me through.

Anyway, I hope you log on to find out how we’re doing down here in Texas. My surgery is January 9th @ 7:30 a.m. I’ll be in the hospital for 2 nights.

I hope this site can help anyone else who gets this horrible disease, although I pray that none of you ever have to experience it.

Love to all!
Erica