Breast Cancer Survivor

Breast Cancer Survivor
"We cannot direct the wind but we can adjust the sails"

Family photo November 2008

Family photo November 2008

Friday, June 27, 2008

Surgery #2 down

So, I had my boobs put in on Wednesday along with my ovaries removed.

Surprisingly, my chest doesn't hurt that much. It hurts when I wake up and whenever I try to get up, but other than that I don't notice it. Now, my right side where the ovaries were taken out is another story. It's very sore. My belly button is black and blue from the scope too. Nathan is just the right height and keeps running into me there.

I'm not taking too much of the pain meds. I'm more sore than in pain. Thankfully, my doctor was able to remove the ovaries through a small incision instead of a full C-section incision. This will make my revocery only 2 weeks instead of 10.

Ok, now everyone wants to know about the boobs. Well, I can't tell yet. They're smashed down under an ACE bandage and a sports bra. They look ok. I hope they'll pop out once the swelling goes down and bandages are off. I'll update later on how the "girls" are coming along.

My hair is growing in pretty fast. It's dark now, it was white at first. It's about 1/4-1/2 an inch long. It just needs to fill in. I look like a 30 something guy who's losing his hair. The bad thing is my remaining eyebrows & lashes are falling out. I thought I got away with keeping them since it's been 5 weeks since my last chemo. No such luck.

Oh well, life is good. I'll stop complaining now.

Love, E

Monday, June 23, 2008

Moving Accomplished

Ok, now I remember why it sucks to move. We started moving on Wednesday afternoon. It's Monday and we're still not unpacked all the way. I told Jason we're not moving again for at least 10 years.

Thankfully Jason's parents came and helped us Friday-Sunday and Angela and Amanat came on Saturday all day. You should see that girl move...she doesn't mess around! They were great, I don't know what this place would look like if they didn't all help us out.

Surgery day is Wednesday @ 11 a.m. I'll have Angela post for me that night and update everyone on what happened and how I am.

Talk to you soon.

Love, Erica

Friday, June 13, 2008

Countdown to Moving Day

Sorry, I've been lax in writing...I've been packing and doing PT for my arm. It's doing ok as long as I go a couple of times a week. Packing sucks. I feel like I'm spinning in circles not knowing what to pack next. Oh well, it'll get done.

My chemo friend,Susan,and I went to surprise another friend, Allison,on her last day of chemo this week. That was fun, she was very excited to see us. I brought her a cake which was funny because it was her birthday and we didn't know it. I'm glad we were there for her, she was too.

I probably won't post next week. I'm having my "boob switch", as I call it, on June 25th. I'll be in the hospital for a day and home on the 26th. I'll update as soon as I'm off the pain meds and can type. Lookout Hugh, here I come!

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

3 weeks post chemo

Well, I just thought I was done with all this shit. Nope, last chemo and NOW my eyes decide to do funky things. The day after I saw the doctor last week, my right eye became blurry and spotty. The only way I can describe it is, it's as if you're looking through a glass that has water spots dried on it. So, she sends me to an opthamologist and then off for a CT scan of my noggin. Looking for tumors, blood clots, good stuff. It all came back clear, of course. The blurriness is getting better and the spots are lighter so it's easier to see. She thinks it will just go away over time, that it's one last side effects for me. My arm swelling comes and goes. As long as I see the therapist twice a week it's ok. It hurts when I don't and it gets full of fluid.
I've actually got a 5:00 shadow going on my head. You probably can't tell from the painted head picture (my kids have no future in art!)it was too colorful. That was fun, letting them do that. It will be something to show them later in life if they ask about my cancer.
Well, we're in the middle of packing. We move June 19th, Holy Hell that's only 14 days away! It's getting there but it's a pain in the *** with the monkeys running around and wanting to go swimming every 5 minutes. Our pool water is 89 degrees. It's nice. Ok, my Ambien is kicking in so I better go to bed. Talk to you later! Love, Erica

How it all began......

Welcome to my website! This site was created by my wonderful friend Angela to keep everyone I love updated on my “Journey” beating Breast Cancer.

I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer on December 19, 2007 @ 4:30 in the afternoon. It was quite possibly the worst phone call I’ve ever received. The doctors kept telling me that I was “too young”… it’s probably just a cyst or a fibroid (benign tumor). So, I had convinced myself of the same. Imagine my shock and fear when the doctor said “I hate to tell you this, but it IS cancer.”

I didn’t really know how to react. At first I cried a little. Then, I was ok. Then cried some more, then, ok. It wasn’t until I saw the surgeon and learned of the best option for survival, a double mastectomy, that I really broke down. I had a meltdown for a couple of days and then I was fine. I’ve been pretty good with it ever since. I know that I can beat this sneaky disease and I will live a long life with the loves of my life; my husband Jason, and my 2 boys, Will & Nathan.

Jason had a hard time at first. He just kept thinking the worst, that I wouldn’t make it. He’s doing much better now that we’ve seen all the doctors and the prognosis is good.

The kids don’t really understand. Will (who’s almost 4) thinks mommy is having an operation, that’s it. Nathan just turned 1 so he just wants to be held all the time. That will be the hardest thing on me. I love to hold my babies and I won’t be able to pick them up for awhile.

Thankfully, my mom, Kathy, has come to the rescue. She is here as long as we need her. I am truly blessed to have such a wonderful mother and family. My sister is coming from Alaska, pregnant and all, to help out too. My dad is coming back soon and Jason’s parents, Rick & Jan along with his whole extended family are just a phone call away if I need them. Unfortunately, my brother, Steve can’t come although he wants to. I even have my friends from Maine that want to come and help! Thank you Christina and Nikki for offering. My friends here, Angela, Oti, Julie & Niki are all on standby also. They’re ready at a moments notice for whatever we need. I love you all, I can’t say how good it makes me feel to be loved.

Everyone I know is praying for us which is so wonderful. I appreciate all the prayers. Only God knows what will happen but I’m confident that he will pull me through.

Anyway, I hope you log on to find out how we’re doing down here in Texas. My surgery is January 9th @ 7:30 a.m. I’ll be in the hospital for 2 nights.

I hope this site can help anyone else who gets this horrible disease, although I pray that none of you ever have to experience it.

Love to all!
Erica