Breast Cancer Survivor

Breast Cancer Survivor
"We cannot direct the wind but we can adjust the sails"

Family photo November 2008

Family photo November 2008

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Still CANCER FREE!!!!

YEAH!!!!! My scans all came back clear. No cancer in my body. My doctor put me on an Aromatase Inhibitor drug called Femara for the next 5 years. It blocks the receptors that feed cancer cells so they can't grow.

I feel good except for my whole body aching. My doctor said this was from my ovaries being removed. Having 0 estrogen production leaves your joints unlubricated so they hurt. She said that is only going to get worse since this drug removes any traces of Estrogen that my brain or glands might produce too. Yippee, I get to whine like an old lady at 36 about my body hurting. The good news is that it's only for a few years and then they can give me drugs to reverse it.

I'll let you know how they make me feel pretty soon. She said
to expect insomnia, hot flashes and achiness all of which I have now. They'll just get worse. Let the party begin!!!

Oh well, at least I'm alive. I'd rather be uncomfortable and be here than the alternative, right!

Love,E

Friday, July 18, 2008

First Post Chemo Scans`

I had my first CT and Bone scan today and my blood tests yesterday. I'll find out the results on Wednesday when I see my doctor again.

The barium crap they make you drink for the CT scan has made me so sick to my stomach. Nothing like running to the bathroom every 30 minutes!

When I post about my scans next week I'll put a new pic of GI Jane. I'm not wearing anything on my head anymore, just a crew cut. People actually think I cut it that way on purpose! They either say "why did you do that" or "it looks great". It's growing, that's all I care about.

We finally booked our trip to go home to Maine. We'll be there August 12th -Sept. 2nd. I'm planning on having a party on August 30th at Riverside GC's Bogeys. Anyone who reads this is welcome, please come visit and have a drink with me! I'll post times later after it's scheduled.

Until next week....

~Erica

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Post-op 2 weeks

I saw my plastic surgeon today. He said I look good. I don't have any limitations except things that hurt, well duh. My OB/Gyn saw me last week and I'm good on that front too. Hotflashes are no fun, but I'm researching natural things that may help with those.

I'm trying to plan my trip home. It will be some time in August. I'll post again once I book our flights.

Overall, I feel really good. I'm thankful that this is all over for now. I have some cancer scans next week. I'll update after I get the results. That's a little scary, it makes me worry that it could come back. Normally I don't think about it. I guess I better get use to it. I have to be scanned every so often to make sure.

~Erica

How it all began......

Welcome to my website! This site was created by my wonderful friend Angela to keep everyone I love updated on my “Journey” beating Breast Cancer.

I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer on December 19, 2007 @ 4:30 in the afternoon. It was quite possibly the worst phone call I’ve ever received. The doctors kept telling me that I was “too young”… it’s probably just a cyst or a fibroid (benign tumor). So, I had convinced myself of the same. Imagine my shock and fear when the doctor said “I hate to tell you this, but it IS cancer.”

I didn’t really know how to react. At first I cried a little. Then, I was ok. Then cried some more, then, ok. It wasn’t until I saw the surgeon and learned of the best option for survival, a double mastectomy, that I really broke down. I had a meltdown for a couple of days and then I was fine. I’ve been pretty good with it ever since. I know that I can beat this sneaky disease and I will live a long life with the loves of my life; my husband Jason, and my 2 boys, Will & Nathan.

Jason had a hard time at first. He just kept thinking the worst, that I wouldn’t make it. He’s doing much better now that we’ve seen all the doctors and the prognosis is good.

The kids don’t really understand. Will (who’s almost 4) thinks mommy is having an operation, that’s it. Nathan just turned 1 so he just wants to be held all the time. That will be the hardest thing on me. I love to hold my babies and I won’t be able to pick them up for awhile.

Thankfully, my mom, Kathy, has come to the rescue. She is here as long as we need her. I am truly blessed to have such a wonderful mother and family. My sister is coming from Alaska, pregnant and all, to help out too. My dad is coming back soon and Jason’s parents, Rick & Jan along with his whole extended family are just a phone call away if I need them. Unfortunately, my brother, Steve can’t come although he wants to. I even have my friends from Maine that want to come and help! Thank you Christina and Nikki for offering. My friends here, Angela, Oti, Julie & Niki are all on standby also. They’re ready at a moments notice for whatever we need. I love you all, I can’t say how good it makes me feel to be loved.

Everyone I know is praying for us which is so wonderful. I appreciate all the prayers. Only God knows what will happen but I’m confident that he will pull me through.

Anyway, I hope you log on to find out how we’re doing down here in Texas. My surgery is January 9th @ 7:30 a.m. I’ll be in the hospital for 2 nights.

I hope this site can help anyone else who gets this horrible disease, although I pray that none of you ever have to experience it.

Love to all!
Erica