Breast Cancer Survivor

Breast Cancer Survivor
"We cannot direct the wind but we can adjust the sails"

Family photo November 2008

Family photo November 2008

Monday, December 8, 2008

2nd Chemo down

The weekend was ok. A little rough but not as bas as last time.

I had fluids and nausea meds on Friday, Saturday and Monday. I should have done them on Sunday too but I was trying to be tough and push through it.

I slept a lot. I was in bed just about all day Friday through Sunday. Thanks for mom! She took care of the kids, even played football with Will!

Today we went to the mall for a little bit because we all had cabin fever. I got "The elf on the shelf" for the boys. If you haven't seen this and you have kids, it's amazing! The elf sits somewhere in your house and watches over the kids and flys to the North Pole each night to report to Santa. The next day the kids have to find him, so you need to move it, because he went to the N. Pole. The only rule is they can't touch him. Now Will is a devious little thing. I figured for sure he'd touch it in 3 seconds. It was hillarious...he was sitting on the coffee table reciting his Santa wish list for him, Nathan, Mommy, Daddy, etc. Telling him "secrets" too. It's $30 at book stores, Hallmark, toy stores. You have to search for it, they sell out, Jason said he's been looking for it for 3 days.

Anyway, I'm feeling ok. Still tired and like I'm pregnant, which I'm not, but the morning sickness part sucks.

This week will be focused on finishing Christmas shopping and wrapping presents! Aghhhhhh, I can't believe it's almost here!

Love,
E

Thursday, December 4, 2008

2nd Chemo

Today was good. I picked up mom @ 11 a.m. We met Angela for lunch at Chili's and then went back to the house for a few minutes.

Chemo went better today. I had the goofy drugs that make me funny and sleepy (you can probabaly tell by my typing). The nurse added my chemo in with a bag of fluid to make it go faster. Usually I have 1 bag of fluid, then the chemo, then another bag of fluid. We were done an hour earlier which was great. I took about an hour nap during the chemo and was raring to go.

Mom and I went to Wal-Mart, my home away from home, to pick up some things. She said I was wandering in a daze from the drugs and just so happy. Ha,ha...very funny.

When we got back, Jason was frying a turkey which turned out great. The kids came home from my in-laws around 7:30 and they were so excited to see Nonni. She has a play date with them to play football tomorrow.

I have fluids at 9:30 to help combat any nausea.

I'll update again later this weekend to tell you how it goes. On the positive side, no hair loss yet! I had already been bald for 2 weeks last time.

Love
E

How it all began......

Welcome to my website! This site was created by my wonderful friend Angela to keep everyone I love updated on my “Journey” beating Breast Cancer.

I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer on December 19, 2007 @ 4:30 in the afternoon. It was quite possibly the worst phone call I’ve ever received. The doctors kept telling me that I was “too young”… it’s probably just a cyst or a fibroid (benign tumor). So, I had convinced myself of the same. Imagine my shock and fear when the doctor said “I hate to tell you this, but it IS cancer.”

I didn’t really know how to react. At first I cried a little. Then, I was ok. Then cried some more, then, ok. It wasn’t until I saw the surgeon and learned of the best option for survival, a double mastectomy, that I really broke down. I had a meltdown for a couple of days and then I was fine. I’ve been pretty good with it ever since. I know that I can beat this sneaky disease and I will live a long life with the loves of my life; my husband Jason, and my 2 boys, Will & Nathan.

Jason had a hard time at first. He just kept thinking the worst, that I wouldn’t make it. He’s doing much better now that we’ve seen all the doctors and the prognosis is good.

The kids don’t really understand. Will (who’s almost 4) thinks mommy is having an operation, that’s it. Nathan just turned 1 so he just wants to be held all the time. That will be the hardest thing on me. I love to hold my babies and I won’t be able to pick them up for awhile.

Thankfully, my mom, Kathy, has come to the rescue. She is here as long as we need her. I am truly blessed to have such a wonderful mother and family. My sister is coming from Alaska, pregnant and all, to help out too. My dad is coming back soon and Jason’s parents, Rick & Jan along with his whole extended family are just a phone call away if I need them. Unfortunately, my brother, Steve can’t come although he wants to. I even have my friends from Maine that want to come and help! Thank you Christina and Nikki for offering. My friends here, Angela, Oti, Julie & Niki are all on standby also. They’re ready at a moments notice for whatever we need. I love you all, I can’t say how good it makes me feel to be loved.

Everyone I know is praying for us which is so wonderful. I appreciate all the prayers. Only God knows what will happen but I’m confident that he will pull me through.

Anyway, I hope you log on to find out how we’re doing down here in Texas. My surgery is January 9th @ 7:30 a.m. I’ll be in the hospital for 2 nights.

I hope this site can help anyone else who gets this horrible disease, although I pray that none of you ever have to experience it.

Love to all!
Erica